Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Posted by maei at 5:24 AM
before he told me that he placed my blog as his homepage, it was already mine. his blog, that is.
i asked myself if i could find myself back beside him, and i couldn't. not in the near future. he said that i should push on, persevere and not run to him at every emotional breakdown.
i guess i was being a child.
now all i have that's material is his blog.
just watched "Silent Hill" with the juniors coz i didn't want to sleep. and now that i feel the fatigue, i wish i had someone to cuddle the freakiness away.
stoning at the keyboard now. haven't blogged for so long, i've forgotten how it's like to express myself anymore.
it's all so ironic. when i wished he would keep tab on my blog, notice when i post emotions hard to express, he never seemed to remember even the address. now.
haha.
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