Friday, February 23, 2007

Posted by maei at 3:55 AM

liberated

it's amazing what a friend can do for you.

jerome came over and we had a really long chat. i cried, when i was relating to him about dear. a general summary of how i felt, and everything...

and thru this talk i realised pleasant things and unpleasant things that i had already known. what do they call it? rediscovery.

and the funny thing is, tho' i knew them all along, it just felt more empowering when i spoke them aloud to another person. i never had a friend whom i could share relationship woes... the last person i talked to was kor, about a year ago. and even he didn't know me this well.

i couldn't talk to mummy or daddy or weiwei or shieh yuan or anyone for that matter.

it's odd how introverted i can be, and what a reclusive person i am. but jerome. i'm thankful for this friend of mine. he knows and i know that we really are just what we are. very good friends.

it felt really liberating to talk. i was close to an emotional breakdown, and talking to him allowed me to reorganise my thots and feelings. he had his own fair share of problems, which is of course inconvenient to mention here.

there are many details which i shall not dwell on now. i'll save them for a later time, when my eyes are not burning with tears already drying on tissues in the bin.

i just want to jot down the feeling of liberation from my breakdown.

thank you brudda.

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