Sunday, April 02, 2006

Posted by maei at 8:44 PM

bored

i am supposed to be working, not blogging.

i am supposed to be working, not doodling.

i am supposed to be working, not thinking about my off's and all.

haiz.

sometimes, i think a busy day would be so much better than a boring one. [/touch wood] never the less, i dread a situation where the phone calls are coming in non-stop and i have no time to walkie anyone or to write down messages properly. LOL. i'm a picky person, ain't i?

i'm getting bad.

i'm squirming to free up one night, for myself. coz i just want to. i miss the kind of feeling of just comfort and warmth from just snuggling close. maybe it's coz the office is exceptionally cold tonight.

i haven't been feeling very reassured these days, that he is taking good care of himself, and his life. it's back to the same point, you see? haiz, i've got to break out of this cycle.

and the only times when it seems i'm not half bothered by it, is when i'm warm and snuggly.

this is bad...

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